Cherry thank you for validating my thoughts and feelings. I did not hear what my heart wanted, but this is what I needed to get me out of this obsessive behavior and face this new year looking at realities and not fantasies. It will be a struggle overcoming these feelings but if it is not reciprocated at the same level..then it is time to let go. Happy New Year.
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